Hello my fellow readers. It has been awhile since my last post. As a matter fact it has been five months. Life had gotten a hold of me and put me in a bad head space, my blog is about reinvention and fulfillment and what I was going through had left me feeling negative and I did want to bring that energy to my blog. But life is looking better, this past week I celebrated my forty ninth birthday and I'm feeling good. Of course there is some dings and dongs going on like some extra pounds that just won't seem to go away which forces me to upgrade my work out practices, I get up a little slower from the sitting position and my tolerance level for things that don't make since is at an all time low. My adult son gets on my nerves on a regular basis and I walk away from men who come out of there mouths with the same old tired lines. But all and all I am feeling better about things, I feel good and I look good. On my recent journey I realized that the universe had to take a hold of my life once again and put me back on track. I have had to go back to work, not at my previous job that I hated but to a survival job that keeps me focused on pursuing my dream as a writer. It's motivational, you know sometimes you have to do what you have to do to survive in order to do what it is you were created to do. I'm working hard on my first novel and have set a deadline for having it finished and start the ball rolling. While I have been at this job I have met the wife of an author of four published books and have recently started their own publishing company that I have added to my goto list when I am ready to start the process. I have also met some wonderful people, truly salt of the earth. These folks have had my back in some of my most difficult of times I owe them all a world of gratitude. I have a deeper motivation and my faith is stronger God has truly showed me that I do need him and that he is here for me. I know that he will give me what I need when I need it all I have to do is stay faithful. I am and I will. I have also learned to trust myself more, before I would let self doubt ruin that trust in me but no more. I have stopped having so much fear and I'm using the things that I have learned over the past several years to stop back sliding. I had thought that I had had the bull by the horns and was ready to move forward, well I was ready to move forward but I still had some kinks to work out with myself. Put it like this God had to reel me in and set me straight. I am so glad that he did. Well no more depressing blogs or thoughts on to more reinvention and fulfillment I's am so ready for the ride. Till next time
Drea D
P.S. It's good to be back.
